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  He didn’t wait for me to reply, simply slipped his fingers into my mouth where I could taste the remnants of Darren’s cum and my own wetness. I sucked his fingers clean, trembling the entire time, turned on beyond belief.

  “Look at that,” he said. Despite the fact that we didn’t have to whisper, he kept his voice low and his lips close to my ear. Every puff of breath skittering over my skin sent goosebumps down my spine. He slipped his hand back between my legs. “You’re still so wet. I bet you like it dirty, don’t you?” His fingers rubbed against my clit and I moaned.

  Dex clamped his free hand over my mouth. “I know, Baby. I know it feels good, but you have to be really quiet for me. You don’t want the others to know where we are, do you? We’re gonna be real quiet while we wait for them to get ready. Do you think you can do that for me?” I squeaked and nodded. If he put his fingers back on me, I’d bite my lip until it bled to keep quiet for him.

  “Good girl. I don’t want the others to catch wind of what we’re doing. Not just yet,” he said. “I don’t mind sharing, but I want a little taste first.”

  My eyes widened as his hand slipped away. Dex grabbed my waist with both hands as he slowly sank to his knees. Jerking one of my legs up over his shoulder, Dex blew a hot breath across the sensitive skin of my slit. I gasped before clamping my mouth shut and shuddering as he slipped a finger in next. I closed my eyes and clenched around his finger, feeling him pull out and add another before scissoring them apart.

  Dex leaned forward and licked straight up my center, keeping his fingers inside me. He flicked my clit with his tongue once, twice, three times before he closed his mouth over it. The walkie nearly slipped out of my damn hand. At the very last moment, I clutched it tighter as my free hand snapped to Dex’s hair. I grabbed on for dear life, hoping to God I didn’t hurt him in the process. Because, good-fucking-Lord, this man’s mouth was a gift from the heavens.

  Dex smiled against my inner thighs, adding a third finger into my pussy and pumping them a few times. I couldn’t feel my fingertips, it felt so good. I panted and bit down hard on my bottom lip to keep from crying out when Dex sucked my clit back into his mouth and began lashing it with his tongue.

  “Fuck!” I couldn’t stop myself. It was too much. I shook in Dex’s arms, coming apart in under a few minutes. I gasped as my orgasm rocketed through me. When Dex rose to face me, he licked his lips and my heart nearly stopped.

  "Shh." Dex put his finger over my lips. I could smell my own musk on his skin and I opened my mouth to take his fingers in and suck the cum from them. Leaning over me, his breath puffed across my forehead and cheek. I tried to look at him, but it was impossible to make out the expression on his face in the dark.

  A wave of static interrupted the quiet moment between the two of us. "Ready," Cody's voice said over the walkie. Dex turned the volume down until Cody's words were just a whisper. "Starting countdown. One... two... three..."

  Dex gripped my arm and walked backwards, leading me between aisles filled with dusty old books and vinyl records that hadn't been touched in decades. "Four... five... six..."

  My breathing felt so loud in the silence of the library. My heart thumped against my rib cage, an echo that sounded around us. Dex was completely silent though, as though he wasn't even really there – just a wraith in the darkness, set and ready to take advantage of me. He stopped and pressed my back against a set of shelves. He slid his hands down, against my thighs and around to grip them before he lifted me. I wrapped my legs around his hips as his hands trailed up my back.

  "Seven... eight... nine..."

  Dex's mouth collided with mine; teeth nipping, tongues swirling, lips sucking. I gasped as he pressed his hard cock up against my naked pussy and he swallowed the sound. My hands landed on his arms, one gripping while I tried to keep the walkie in my other hand. I felt like the longer we did this, the more addicted I would become. I would get lost in Dex and I would never want to be found again.

  "Ten," Cody ended his countdown. "'Kay, here I come."

  "Fuck," I hissed as the walkie dropped from my free hand and thumped to the floor. Dex shoved my shirt up and undid his jeans. I helped, lifting my hips as he tucked his cock against my entrance and held it there. When he continued to hold it there, his eyes watching me in the darkness, I whimpered and tried to impale myself on him.

  He gripped me harder.

  "No," he said. "Put your hands above your head. Grab the shelves. You'll wait until I'm ready to give it to you."

  I hesitated, but considering how hot and dominating his words were and how soaked my pussy was, I wanted to do anything he asked of me. I knew if I did, I would get another orgasm. Slowly, I raised my hands up and bent my elbows. My fingertips found the edge of the top shelf and curled around the rim.

  "Do you want me to fuck you?" he asked.

  "Yes." My voice escaped quietly, barely discernible. He hummed in disappointment and I cleared my throat and tried again. "Yes," I repeated.

  "Yes, what?" He slipped the head of his cock up and down my pussy, smearing my juices.

  I moaned. "I want you to fuck me. I want your cock in my pussy." Maybe if I used the rough words, he would give me what I wanted. God, I was so horny, I was delirious.

  "I know that much, Baby," he said. There was a slight intonation in his voice. Something smug, amused. "But I want you to tell me how. Do you want me to fuck you rough? Like I'm taking you against your will? Or gentle like a generous lover?"

  My breath shuddered in my chest and choked in my throat. "I-I want it hard. I want you to fuck me hard."

  "Rough then?"

  God, why was he making me spell it out for him? "Yes!" I snapped. "I want you to fuck me like you fucking mean it."

  He leaned forward, his cock pressed further against my pussy and I tightened in response as his head came down to rest on my shoulder. Dex smiled against my skin before turning his head so that his lips were against my neck, just under my ear.

  "I always mean it," he said, right before he impaled me.

  I gasped as he surged forward, thrusting into sore and tender tissue. He groaned and grabbed my hips. When my arms dropped around his neck and I went for his lips with my own, he stopped. He froze and pulled away, pulled out.

  I whined in pain. No! I needed him back inside me.

  "Maybe, I haven't made my wants clear, Baby." Dex spoke slowly, low, with an edge of danger in his tone. "I like my sex a particular way. When I said put your fucking hands above your head, what I meant was – don't fucking move unless I tell you to. If you can't do that, I understand. We can stop right here, go play your little game. I'll leave you with the others and that will be it."

  "No," I replied quickly. "I don't want that. I'm sorry."

  He remained quiet, his cock still hot and hard between my legs, slick with my juice as he spent torturous moments deciding. "Put your hands back on the shelves," he said finally, and I did as he told me, gripping until my knuckles were white. "If you move your arms again, unless I explicitly tell you to, this will all stop. Do you understand?" he asked.

  "Yes."

  "From now on, I want you to call me 'Sir’. Do you understand?"

  "Yes, Sir."

  "Good girl." With that, he plunged into me, powering forward and filling me to the hilt. I gasped again, feeling myself stretch around his massive length. His breath mingled with mine in the space between us. I wanted so badly to let my arms go, but I didn't dare. Even when they started to ache, it was a good ache. It was the kind of ache that you get when you have really good sex. The soreness between my thighs and in my arms would remind me of this moment tomorrow. When my orgasm came upon me again, I held it back, prolonging the pleasure. My thighs clenched, I bit down on my lower lip to keep from screaming. Dex released one of my thighs and I tightened around him to keep myself up. Slowly, his hand crept up my chest, stopping to play with my nipples, pinching and twisting, sending a fresh rush of wetness between my legs before moving upward.


  His palm circled my neck, not too tight, just resting there. He squeezed along the sides, but never over my windpipe. I closed my eyes, I couldn't see anything anyway. My skin felt like a soundboard of buttons and switches and Dex was hitting every. single. one of them. Gasping for breath, for air, I kept my orgasm at bay for several extended minutes. They could have been years for all I knew.

  When Dex leaned into my neck again and brushed his lips against my ear, I shuddered. His next words sent me careening over the edge. "Cum for me, Baby."

  I slipped, my whole world shattering apart. I couldn't feel my legs to know if I tensed hard enough to keep him inside me. I couldn't feel my arms or my throat, but I knew when his hand released me because there was a fresh rush to my head. A spark that lit within me and a second orgasm slammed into me out of nowhere. I don't know if I screamed or not, but when I came to, Dex had his hand clasped over my mouth as he breathed hard like he had just run a marathon.

  He rested his forehead on mine. "Goddamn, Baby. Why do you have to be so fucking perfect?"

  Chapter Seven

  Dex and I headed to the bathrooms to clean up. It seemed like that was all I was doing tonight, cleaning up after sex – again and again. I had participated in more sex tonight than I had in my entire life. Dex left me to go to the men's room and I placed the walkie on the sink as I went into one of the stalls.

  As I walked out of the stall, static sounded over the walkie and I picked it up.

  "Dex? Dex are you there?" Cody's voice sounded over the line.

  "Shh, geez, Cody, this is not how you play hide and seek," Taylor's voice came over the line, chastising.

  "I need to talk to everyone, but I want to... hold on. I want to make sure Dex is on the line. Dex?" I frowned and moved to answer. Why was he specifically wanting Dex? Before I could, he spoke again. "Dex, I already caught y'all. I know you're in the bathroom and you're the one who left with the walkie. Just press the button to let me know you're there, I don't want Jamie hearing if you speak."

  I grimaced, my finger hovering over the reply button. If I pressed it once and let it go, they would think I was Dex. Whatever he was about to say wasn't for me to hear, but... he said it was about me. He said my name. Didn't I have a right to know if it was about me?

  I bit my lip and with guilt eating at me, I pressed the button once as the static cut out and then came back on. It would essentially let them know that someone was on the other line and had heard him – at least that’s what I told myself. I knew he would think it was Dex, but my curiosity was stronger than my guilt.

  I backed away from the sinks with the walkie clutched in my hand. I double checked that the volume was turned down as low as I could hear it. Glancing at the bathroom door, I returned to the furthest stall and leaned against it, listening.

  "What's going on Cody?" Darren asked.

  "Are we not playing the game anymore?" Taylor asked. "I just found the best spot–"

  "It's about Jamie," Cody repeated, cutting them off. I held my breath, bringing the speaker closer to my ear.

  "If you're regretting this–" Darren started.

  "No, I'm not, but you know that I was into her back when I was dating Victoria. It's why we broke up," Cody said, shocking me. "This...isn't exactly ideal, but I knew Dex liked her too..." I never knew either of them felt anything for me until tonight.

  "So?" Taylor prompted.

  "I don't want tonight to end and have her walk off," Cody said with a sigh. "I don't want her to be a one-time thing for me."

  "And us?" Darren snapped. "You think we just want to fuck her and be done with her after tonight? Come on, Cody, you know me better than that."

  "I'm not down with a one-time hook up," Taylor said. "Jamie's cool. She's sweet. She probably doesn't remember it – she seemed so shocked to meet me – but we first met on move in day. She helped my little sister when she got lost."

  I blinked, remembering the blonde, freckled high-schooler who had been looking around for her brother and parents. She had been worried because she had forgotten her cell phone in the car and didn't know where her parents had parked after they dropped her off at the wrong dorm to help her brother. I didn't even remember if Taylor had been there when I walked her to the right dorm. She had been near tears and so had her mom. He remembered that? He remembered me?

  "So, we're agreed then," Darren said.

  Agreed? I thought. Agreed on what?

  "Yea." Cody sighed.

  "And it doesn't bother you guys?" Taylor asked. "The thought of her being with all of us?"

  A fivesome? That didn't sound so bad. It actually sounded kind of hot. But we were doing that anyway, weren't we? Why talk about it like it was some big secret. It's not like I wouldn't notice if four dicks were shoved into me in the same night.

  "I don't fucking know," Darren said. "I guess... yea..."

  "Do you really think she would choose?" Cody asked. "I don't even want to risk it. I'll be honest, I wouldn't expect her to choose me."

  My heart broke. If they wanted me to choose, I didn't know if I could. I hated that Cody thought he wasn't good enough for me to choose. I'd choose him, I knew I would, but I didn't want to choose him over the rest. Did that make me fucked up?

  "What about you guys?"

  "I don't know if she'd choose me either," Darren admitted.

  "She hardly even knows me," Taylor said. "I don't want to lose this chance before it's even started."

  "Okay, then, we go at this together. After tonight, it's more than just sex," Cody said.

  "Agreed," Darren replied.

  "I'm down," Taylor acquiesced.

  "Dex?" Cody asked.

  Shit! I fumbled with the walkie. It slipped out of my hands and crashed to the floor. I quickly bent to pick it up, cursing as I did. The seam was busted open, the small power light completely black.

  A knock sounded on the bathroom door. "Jamie? Come on, Cody found us."

  My hands shook as I gripped the broken walkie. I strode to the bathroom door and peeked out. In the dim lighting, I could make out that Cody stood on the other side with Dex.

  "Hey," I said, opening the door wider and stepped out. "I... um... our walkie is broken."

  Cody's eyes widened as he realized that Dex didn't have the walkie. I winced, knowing that I had to come clean.

  "Did you... um... did you hear us?" he asked.

  Dex frowned, looking between the both of us with his brows drawn together.

  "Yea..." I admitted, glancing at my feet.

  "You... you pressed the button?" Cody asked. "How did you break the walkie?"

  "I d-dropped it."

  "What are you talking about?" Dex demanded.

  Cody sighed, reaching for my hand. I looked up as he took it. "I think we need to talk then, don't you?" I nodded, and he raised his walkie to his mouth, pressed down and held the button. "Darren, Taylor, game's over. Meet us in the room. Group meeting."

  Both Darren and Taylor replied their affirmatives, and I shuffled on my feet as Cody took my broken walkie away from me. "It's okay, Jamie."

  "You're not mad that I eavesdropped?" I asked.

  He shrugged. "It was about you and it's not like we weren't going to discuss it with you anyway."

  "Discuss what?" Dex asked.

  "Being together beyond tonight," Cody replied.

  "I see." Dex's head turned, the shadow of his outline moving over my own. He was quiet for a moment. "I think that's a good idea," he said.

  I sighed and followed the two of them back to the study room where they pulled out chairs at the table and sat down. A few minutes later, Taylor and Darren walked in and looked at the three of us, sitting quietly in the dark, before taking their own seats. I wrung my hands in my lap and waited for someone to speak first.

  "We were talking over the walkies," Cody explained to Dex, "about how we're all interested in Jamie beyond tonight. We thought you were listening in because when you left, you had the walkie."

  "And you d
ecided something?" Dex asked. His head remained turned in my direction as he waited for Cody's answer.

  "In a manner of speaking," Cody acknowledged.

  "None of us want tonight to just be a one and done," Taylor announced. He put it plainly, set the idea on the table in the simplest of terms. "I don't want to fight over you, Jamie," he said to me. "But I'm also not willing to be overlooked."

  "Same here," Darren nodded.

  "I see," Dex said again, "and what do you want, Jamie?"

  "I-I... uh... I don't want to choose," I said. "I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I like all of you. You're nice...not bad to look at. The sex... the sex is definitely good, but now what? We all start dating?" I glanced at Dex. "Are you okay with that?"

  "I don't think I've been unclear about my attraction to you," he replied. "If I have to share you to get what I want, I'll do what I have to. Would I like you to myself? Yes, I would, but Jamie, we've known each other all semester, been in some of the same classes. You don't strike me as the type to feel comfortable choosing one over many."

  "You're all worth choosing." I slid my gaze from Dex to Cody, and then Darren and Taylor. "It's not that I don't want any of you. It's that I want all of you."

  Good God, did I really just say that? I groaned and let my face fall into my hands.

  "I didn't mean it like... I... shit..."

  "I think we know what you meant, Sweetcheeks." Taylor grinned as I looked up.

  "So, let's give it a try then," Darren said. "Let's date."

  He couldn't possibly mean that they were willing to let me..."All of us?" I clarified, lifting my hands completely away from my face.

  "Yea," he replied. "Let's try it. I'll date you. Cody will date you. Dex. Taylor." He paused for a moment, flicking a glance at the other guys. "But I'm only interested in you, Jamie. I have no problem with guys who are into other guys, but I'm completely and solely into Jamie." I chuckled as he made that last statement obvious for the rest of the guys.

  They all replied with their agreeing sentiment, and I covered my mouth as a full laugh bubbled up.

  "Okay, so let's say we give it a shot after tonight. When does that start?" I glanced towards the window as I phrased the question. The snowstorm wasn't as loud as it had been. It had been nearly midnight when Cody and I had driven over here. Early morning light would be peeking out from behind the campus buildings in just an hour or two.